Ok, so I am officially the world's worst blogger. I haven't posted anything in FOREVER! Oh my goodness, I don't even know where to start. Well, it's that time of year again! Spring Formal (aka Mormon prom) and school prom are coming up! Yay!! I already know about four people who've been asked to one or the other, and we have more than a month to either of them. In fact, in two days, it will be exactly a month until Spring Formal. I don't know whether or not I want to be asked to either of them. I mean, I;m still a junior, and the senior prom is the one that you're supposed to be all pumped up about to go to, right? So, if I don't get asked this yea, I'll just have my own little party at home this year, like I did last year, and not be too heart-broken about it. Same with Spring Formal. I heard somewhere that the guys are supposed to ask girls in their wards, and that kind of rules me out. Actually, it doesn't kind of, it does. We don't have many priests in out ward, and the ones we do have wouldn't ask me. Now, I'm not being down on myself, let me explain. One, one of them is my best friends younger brother, and I've known him since forever. Can you say awkward? The next one doesn't go to dances, and claims that he doesn't even like girls yet. He says that he never wants to get married either, let's see if he can keep that up his whole life. The next one is one, younger than me, and two thinks that I'm an idiot and really doesn't like me. And the last one (I think we only have four) doesn't like going to dances at all. Sooo, yeah.
Then there's the school prom. As far as I know, there aren't any boys who would ask me as their first choice, not to mention the fact that there are practically three times as many girls as boys at my school. And besides, the guy I like likes another girl, and I've been trying to make sure that he asks her to prom, because I know that she likes him back, so yeah. And I'm not one of those girls who doesn't want to go with anyone but the guy she likes, I'm sure I'd have fun with whoever I ended going with if they asked me, unless they're a creep, in which case I'd have to say no to them O.O
But yeah, that's my dating life in a nutshell. Non-existent, at least until the next girl-ask-guy dance. I don't mind asking the guys out that much, but after a while of being the only one asking, a girl does start to wonder. But I'm not the only one out there not being asked out on dates every weekend, so at least I know that I'm somewhat normal. Besides, it's not like I;m marrying age. Yet. Scary thought there. Yet, I've been looking forward to being married my whole life, so I don't know why I should be in a y way scared of it. But then I guess that the whole idea of growing up is scary to everyo0ne at some point in their life.
Whoa, way off topic there. Sorry 'bout that. You just got a little glimpse of the way my mind works :P
Anyway, so there's a girl in my ward who is lamenting the fact that I've never been kissed. In fact, she was telling me that I should just go up to the guy I like and kiss him. I tried telling her that you can't just go up and kiss a guy randomly and not have it somehow backfire on you, especially when you know that he like someone else, and you happen to be friends with that person and she likes him back.She responded that after one kiss from me, he would stop liking her and like me instead. I didn't bother to respond that then it would be for all the wrong reasons, and that really, I'm fine with never having been kissed. Most people I know advise against it at such a young age unless I do happen to find my soul mate, but even then I'm still only 17, for goodness sake,. that's preety dang young in the scheme of things.
Ok, my fingers hurt, but remind me to tell you later about a couple games of MASH and, maybe, choir. :)
