Girl likes boy. Boy likes different girl. Different girl likes boy back. First girl watches boy and different girl together.
Girl asks another boy somewhere. "Another" boy is nice. Girl starts thinking maybe she should like "another" boy to take mind off of boy. Doesn't quite work. Causes girl to go into emotional hysteria.
Boy seems to be paying less attention than ever to girl. Girl starts to notice and feels sad. Girl tries to talk to boy. Boy doesn't respond very well. Girl starts to get annoyed with herself but disguises it as being annoyed with boy. Maybe girl is annoyed with boy and the way he is acting. Maybe not. All this thinking is driving girl into yet another case of emotional hysteria.
Girl is very confused. Does girl like boy, or does she like "another" boy? Or maybe girl likes both, but in different ways. Maybe same way.
Oh, no, girl doesn't like that, not at all.
Girl notices that the more times she types girl just how strange looking a word it is, and how funny sounding, too.
Girl starts to wish that all this could just end and she could go back to being happy. Girl hates faking it.
Girl has lots of friends in relationships. Girl very happy for them. Girl also very sad and jealous.
Girl afraid of never finding anybody to love her. Girl even more afraid that she won't love them back, at least not for long. Girl worries that her emotions are too easily swayed. Girl also worries about being good enough, not really. Girl thinks that she is good enough, just worried boys won't think so.
Girl very tired of writing like this >:(
Girl just wants everything to be ok again. :/
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